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5 months sick now..and no one has a clue...I wanna shoot myself at this point

yeh there now mate, still struggling...maybe some kinda parasites, fuck knows...

no diagnose for 5 months now....Myositis...what kind and how to treat, no one knows...and gotta fly to China in 2 weeks or stay in this so called 'country'- Bulgaria...what a year

well...money is the main problem here...if your bills are more than half of your salary...makes it a bit difficult to survive...My Dad's pension is 50 euro a month....does it get more absurd than this? There's some things people dunno about The Balkans...

Otherwise, of course...I'd live here than anywhere else in the world...it is my home....but most of the people I know are scattered around the world...looking for a better life, what a joke. After China my home town of 30.000 looked like a ghost town to me, there is absolutely nothing to do there...pretty weird feeling, another planet.

you sick of everything. i need a vacation and a book

another round of layoffs announced at the workplace, managed to dodge all previous layoffs, but now i have a bad feeling. a recent move to the sticks and massive mortgage are suddenly weighing on my shoulders a whole lot more...

I've been together with a girl I like very much for little more than a mount now. known her for almost a year.
problem is that she got a crazy chaotic life, drinking to much and hanging with serious criminals.
in a month I've have been threaten to have my legs cut of/ been offered protection/ have had to call 911 (angry x that she was going to marry before we got together). + much much more..

story of my life, if something good pops up something bad have to happen.
wish things could be more simple.

we study in the same class, sneaking and making out in (for example) the looker rum is nice..
that's enough danger for me  

the "real" danger and fuss is a major turn off. almost to much..
listening to some x con telling how he bit somebody's throat or how he grilled another inmate in the prison sauna makes me want to runaway. that's so far away from me as it can be. I'm a nice guy with glasses and intellect.

but i love her
hot..

hmm you are right, sounds strange..
tried to focus on the girl, didn't pay much attention to the big finnish x con.
maybe the sauna thing happen in a drug rehabilitation place, or some form of "open prison" (or what its called in english).

if i meet him i will ask

well there you go.

coae:  sounds like they are more interested in sharing their rap sheet than actually harming you, but I wouldn't take any chances, if you see danger coming your way, you should be prepared to deal with it. 

also you have to wonder what your safety means to the female that is allowing you to be exposed to those people,  and also what your future might be with such a character?