Re: Life sucks when ...
I can totally relate, about 6 years ago I went through a particularly messy breakup and I couldn't write for months, for me this is weird, I normally write a lot, but I couldn't even get the energy to open the sequencer. All I did was drink whiskey and watch movies, and in the end, even though I wouldn't recommend it, was at least some therapy.
What I will say is don't be afraid of being alone, being alone is great, not all the time, but learning to be comfortable by yourself is a great skill and very rewarding.
Keep going, the way out is through.