Topic: girl problems
so last night this girl (39 yrs 7/10) that i used to get high with and be sexual with shows up at my door out of the blue I cut her off for personal reasons. she shows up at my house at 11pm, with stimulants and booze, lets me molest her, gets high, watches porn, dances to nu shooz i can't wait, wearing hot black/grey leapord print pants, tells me she wants to move in (has the money), cook, clean, do laundry and stuff...
standards
only date women 20-30 yrs old, no kids. she must be educated (my level or higher), clean, and has a job
I comprimised my standards last night. Fuck, yo. Now I have to assert my boundaries, say "no you can't move in." be prepared for making her cry and tell her to leave me alone. plus i am not over my x. it is true. am i destined for a life alone, fucking prostitutes.... what the fuck? this is my life. really. this sucks.
also i beleive "love" is a conditioned behavior. but i don't want it to be. i want it to be that romantic stuff, you know. also i want to shed my bondage (carnal pleasures)... i am addicted to sex, drugs, and rock and roll.
anyone dealing with these oppourtunities and challenges (i.e. problems)? like fresh prince said the girls of this world ain't nothing but trouble
i guess i should make a mix-tape (therapy), right?